What's keeping me up? Family! The relationship mother's have with their children. How much it sucks when a son and mother's relationship is sinking and unhealthy. To try and repair such a broken and toxic relationship, will take a lot of hard work and effort on BOTH ends. I discuss toxic relationships and pharmaceuticals. I also talk about people showing me their memories and expecting me to share in the excitement? Meaning, showing me a picture of you with people I don't know, in a place I didn't go. As if I'm going to share in the nostalgia?